SO MANY THINGS DONE AND MANY DEARLY AWAITED TO BE.. Having known myself more than ever feels so liberating.. I would rate myself as more rational and less emotional..
Turning 30 could be a dilemma, even though I was really happy I was also kind of sad. Exactly I can’t figure out why but this is how i feel.. I’m no longer in my 20’s.. The next phase doesn’t feel like mine either. Transition is difficult. My 20’s were spent exploring creativity, sense of purpose, the world within me.. I pursued my higher studies, wrote competitive exams, got married, had a baby.. Those were the intense years of my life.. 20’s owes me a lot.
I’m not a killjoy, however I do love celebrating b’day, anniversaries, and other milestones of near & dear ones and self. It is always fun to get together and have a good time, whatever the excuse.
Marking the grand entrance into this new decade of 30’s I shall celebrate with perfect sentiments.. Now looking forward to what this next decade has in store for me..
Past is rich in terms of memories. I can recollect my father telling me “everything you want is available, just out of your comfort zone, life ain’t bed of roses”. Well a wise man correctly said, “experience is a comb, which life gives you after you loose your hair”. It is now that I realise the meaning of what i was reminded every now and then.
Life is never tough or easy. Its our take, how we assume things to be like. Life exists only in the present moments, the past and future floats just in our imagination. The obstacles that lie in your path, may be imaginary, even if they are real you should not let it overtake you and blur your vision. They are the test of our true character, cause it brings the real person out of you.
Find something new (it could be a new hobby or interest), never cease learning (about self, other people, and the world at large), give your best and cradle yourself in the hands of destiny. Don’t just rush into something, you might be trying to force the issue. Sit back and accept the outcome. Nothing takes place before its designated time.
There are those times when you get mixed feelings, bouts of self doubts, butterflies in your stomach, blood bountifully rushing though your veins, happens with me quiet often (apparently, not surprising though)!!! Often we find yourself unable to remain present in a given situation.
The real essence lies in standing on your grounds with conviction and going by ur gut feeling. Speak up for your beliefs. Realising selfworth, the sooner the better.
CLOSE YOUR DAY LIKE YOU CLOSE A FILE AND ARCHIVE IT. SWEEP OUT THE NEGATIVITY AND EMBRACE AND ACCEPT THE PRESENT OF TODAY!!!